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CONTINUEE




Today the boy felt so free, so he calm down himself

and think carefully. The boy remembered that the girl

told him she was never happy before when together

with the boy, the girl just felt irritating, confused, sad

and fed up. But the girl felt happy when chatting with

another boy. The boy felt that himselft was so useless,

he cant make his gf be happy when with him, but his

gf felt happy when sms with other guy. And the boy's

tears started to roll down again and this is the third

time.But the boy din blame anyone, because he is willing

to do so. Besides, the boy think before to lost contact

with that girl, because he don't want that girl blame and

scold herself again. The boy dont want the girl feel

sorry to him, he just expect the girl to stay happy

and smile everyday. When the boy asked that girl about

this, his heart seems like hurted by knife. The boy hate

himself so much, he dont want to do so, but......

Finally the boy cant make it, he worry about that girl,

he knew that if he really dont want contact with that

girl anymore, he will never have chance to care that

girl anymore, and that girl will be sad too.

And 1 day the boy said smtg to that girl, although he

said quite times already but he still repeat. What is the

reason for??? That girl is quite weak, he dont want that

girl get hurt again and again, cry again and again.

The boy begged GOD give all the sadness to the

boy, let the boy bear it alone, because the boy do care

that girl so much. He wants to do something for that

girl. He never make that girl happy before, the boy must

pay with something. Even if the boy do make that girl

happy, he will also do the same thing.Because the boy

LOVE that girl. And after that girl made that decision,

the boy just can say " I LOVE YOU" in his heart.

Maybe next time the boy just can mo4 mo4 look at

that girl. What the boy promised that girl now all gone,

the boy cant even success fulfill it.And the boy still

waiting alone.The boy done his best !




After i read, i rmb smtg.

承诺,每当一对情侣在甜蜜中,一定会有他们的承诺,可当其中一

个人打算离开对方时,他/她都会把他们所给的承诺忘得一干二净

,会不顾一切的离开对方。所以承诺别乱给,这不只会使到对方痛

苦, 也会害到自己变成不守信用。

可爱情就是这样吧,没得改变吗? 有! 不过就得看彼此的心。



爱一个人爱得太深,可那个人却不爱你,是不是

应该放手让他/她飞?









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A SIMPLE , SHORT AND SWEET STORY


1 day a boy met a girl.Aafter they knew each other for a

long period, they became a pair of good friends.

after 1 day passed followed by
another day, he realised

that he has falled in love to this girl.

But he got a little scary because he scares that the

girl wont trust him. 1 day that boy suddenly braven

himself and tell that girl the truth. And something make

that boy happy is that girl trusted the boy. Finally the

boy started to take action. He cares that girl with his

best, accompany that girl no matter that girl needs him

or even no. They chat happily and the boy everyday

dreams that he will have the chance to become her bf.

Because this is his pleasure. He wants to make that girl

smile and happy everyday, he dont want that girl get

hurt, even a little also dont want. Finally after somedays,

that girl said that she is willing to give the boy a chance.

Wow the boy jumps like monkey after he knew that.

He happy untill cant sleep and everyday tries to think

what he can do to make the girl to become more happy

and love him more.Suddenly felt like day passed by very

slow, you know why? because they are so sweet until

forgotten everything. 1 day they met somewhere and

the boy tried to hold that girl's hand, although just a few

seconds but he was satisfied about it. He felt happy and

he promised himself he will try his best not to let that

girl leave him,he wants give his best to that girl.And he

promised that he wont hurt that girl, he will bring that

girl only with happiness and care her with his best. The

girl touched and shouted i love you ! that boy felt proud

of himself. And he sweared that he will treat that girl

better to better, best to the best.He said to himself that

no matter what, he will share that girl's sadness

together with her instead of happiness. He dont want

that girl to alone, he wants bear everything with her.

Day passed by again, they hang out together.

This time the boy remembered what he said before,

that is he wants to hug that girl . He tried to give that

girl warm and feel safe when with him. Although he

heard something that make him unhappy after that, but

he just kept in his heart, he dont want that girl to worry.

Day passed by again and again,1 day something bad happened,

that girl told the boy that she was confused. That girl feels that

her feel to the boy is still a good friend's feel, that girl said that

she really tried hard, but she failed. Once the boy heard that,

although she appreciated that girl's sacrifice, but he cant control

himself. After went home, his tears cant stop rolling down.He

cried and cried, he really felt upset. He do loves that girl so

much but this happened. The 1st time he cried for so long.

After that he tried to pull back everything, but failed. He cry

again. He suddenly became so weak and cant even comunicate

with other friends, he keep silent and moody.

That girl tried her best to do what she can do, but she still cant

success . There is nothing the boy can do. Although the boy

really hope that girl can back to him, but he knew is hard to

and this even make that girl sad everyday. He tried to control

himself not to but he cant make it. Now the boy hopes that

the girl will happy after make that tough decision. He dont want

that girl to get hurt again and again, and he scares there will

be other boy that will hurt her, that girl is so weak, the boy

really worry ! and the boy said to that girl he will keep waiting,

although he knew mostly he will just be like waiting for nothing

,but he still do so. Because he really love that girl very much.

Even if the girl dont know that the boy still waiting is also fine,

that girl can always smile and happy he is already satisfied.

And the boy said to himself that he will try his best to care that

girl silently, waiting for her silently if 1 day that girl really

falling in love to others. That girl is always in the boy's heart.

The boy also requested that girl to put down all the sadness,

let the boy carry it alone. He wants that girl to smile but not T.T

The boy is willing to sacrifice for that girl. The boy is waiting

and waiting. Hope that GOD will save them ! He wants that

girl back to him ! He hopes to protect that girl ! The boy is on

his way and he cant stop it already.




touched right?i also dont know issit touch or not.

i just copy it from a book .

byebye =)

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Suddenly felt so free, is time for blogging. haha.

Today i knew almost all of my results. Im so dissapointed with

it. Im not satisfy with my results at all. But what can i do? its

fact.Anyway, i just cant accept my biology's marks. I studied for

so hard before the exam, but this kinda result came out. zzzz.

Formula 1 grand pix is coming. Im so excited. haha. The 1st race

will start at Australia, ALBERT PARK. Last year lewis hamilton

won here. This year hope that not him again. I prefer felipe

massa and kimi raikonnen. xD

Something new came out for this year's race.That is KERS

system. It was sooo sooo amazing. It is useful when overtaking

is needed. The more attractive is all the F1 cars will run with the

same fuel at the same time. Hope that the new F60 will still

the fastest.i guess u all sure bored with what i m saying. lol.

change topic ba.

That day human A suddenly asked me m i sure that i want that?

haha. Sure i answer yes. Because i m sure that i want.I really

hope i can be the 1...... xD. wo3 hui4 deng3.



STU is coming nearer and nearer. worrying. haha.

it will tougher than ANTS lots. anyway, i can let myself bcome

tough, fitter and fitter through STU. =D

*STU=special training unit


so bored leh my blog. sorry. Dont know what to write also.

paiseh paiseh.


聪明的人懂得去争气,愚蠢的人只知道生气。

生活中有太多部值得我们去计较的事情了。公

平,完美,屈辱,顾虑,失去。。。。。。面对这一切,

正是你的太过执著让你失去了生活本应有的快乐

与幸福,学会淡泊,学会忘记,学会放下,学会不

计较,学会用争气代替生气,这是一种智慧,更

是一种超脱。






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TULONG TATA

O.o! Tulong(tingfeng) and tata(khoonyen) got new members already.

XD. his name is gaogao(jenjuang) and *$#%chang(kuochang) !

wahsai.

EXCOs list :

Chairman: tata

President: tulong

Treasurer: gao gao

Asst. Cleanliness: %$#*chang


geng 到.....

=.='''


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明年今日




[若这一束吊灯倾泻下来 或者我 已不会存在即使你不爱 亦不需要

分开若这一刻我竟严重痴呆 跟本不需要被爱永远在床上发梦 余

生都不会再悲哀人总需要勇敢生存 我还是重新许愿例如学会 承

受失恋明年今日 别要再失眠 床褥都改变 如果有幸会面或在同伴

新婚的盛宴 惶惑地等待你出现明年今日 未见你一年 谁舍得改变

离开你六十年但愿能认得出你的子女 临别亦听得到你讲再见在有

生的瞬间能遇到你 竟花光所有运气到这日才发现曾呼吸过空气]



This song so nice ! introduced by ting feng ! actually last time

i heard before. the lyrics full of meaning. Isn't it suitable for me?

lols. I don't know. Today i'm really moody. I wait and wait.

But just wait for nothing. No ones know ! =(

Sacrificed? I'm really trying my best ! But still remain the same.

Anyway, i will be patient ! ;)
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FEBRUARY of 7!!!wowww....My birthday My birthday ! xD

Finally i m 16 NOW ! Old jor le . Happy birthday to myself ! and

the girl that same day birthday with me, cai qian. Happy

birthday to you too :)

happy birthday Pictures, Images and Photos
(choosed by mei)

Yesterday after tuition, my godsis(xh) say happy birthday to

me !She was the first person that wished me ! Sharp at 12.00am

mei(xh) wished me again. Her message so so so so so so long.

Really touched ! She said lots of things to me. Already

considered as my best present d ! I m so happy have her as my

mei ! My pleasure ! Before that, some1 also sent me a picture

message ! Made me so happy too ! thank you ^_^ i like it so

much.And i just chated with anthony.I told him my birthday.He

sing me a birthday song. hehe. thank you sir =)

Later i'm going to AMBC first meeting ! The first time i become

treasurer ! charm le . Jia yous jia yous !
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yesterday when i'm on the way to teluk bahang to visit my

cousin, suddenly ting feng phoned me.He asked me to go plaza

gurney with him because he was alone there.lols. i told him that

i can't because busying now.He TL and put off the phone.xD.

After 2 hours, i reached home and he phoned again. He asked

me come larh come larh wei. So pity him, so i ask permission

from mum, unexpected, she allowed.lols. Once i reached

gp, he straight called me to buy movie's ticket. We watched As

well end well. It was really damn funny.xD. Before that, we

played arcade at CYC. As normal i played Initial D for 2 rounds.

Ting feng challenged me.haha. So we played together. He also

bought some new clothes. Ki Siao...CNY just over only. Waste

money. I also bought a new wallet, extreme de. heehee.

At about 8pm, my uncle came i have to go back. Is time to say

BYE BYE. Ting Feng still don't want let me back.haha.

At night, suddenly she replied me. So weird. But just chat for

awhile because she wanna do her homework.

At night i think and think, why she didn't trust me? who had

convinced her mind? I told her that i really didn't lie her. But

she still don't trust. As Ting Feng said, who cares?



I CARE ! Seriously I care. But still can't change anything. T.T

Anyway, hope that u can change your mind and your thinking.

This morning i sms her. She din reply again le. sobs. i just

continued to wait and wait. Still the same. haiz.Now still waiting.

Good Luck =)